I just saw the page you've created and I'm sorry you're going through such a hard time. I think it would be best for you to talk someone you trust, for example one of the friends you've mentioned or a teacher. If you don't feel comfortable talking to someone face-to-face, you can also call one of the helplines listed on our article pages. You can find resources for America on this page. There are also ways to reach out online to someone, for example via chat or email.
You don't have to deal with this whole situation alone. :)
I'm going to delete the page you've created. Not because I don't want anyone to see it but because our articles are not the right place for this. Don't worry though, I'm glad you reached out and really hope you find someone to talk to and get help solving this situation.